I want to get over it.

Woke up feeling grey today, because something struck my mind the moment I open my eyes. Its always been like that these days, off and on..Its beyond my control, really. I wish I could wake up thinking about you every morning, instead its

Something I barely wanna think of; Something I wish I don't have to think of; Something I don't want to worry about; Something I am supposed to be confident of, but it keeps haunting me most of my mornings =(

Its gonna be a month now and I've been trying my best to get over it;

I thought I was okay, but later to realize that:::::>>

I need time to adjust, accept and be comfortable bout it, but I can't be sure how long it takes. useless me.

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Finished 2 papers this week, and it went uhh, badly. My bad, I haven't been concentrating well and I'll have to bear the consequences. Sigh. Will try my best for the next 3.