Trap within the truth

Shocked to hear what I've heard recently. Yes I couldn't say anything about it nor comment because I'm not the going through these things. I probably don't understand it wholly but I do see the picture of everything. I know pretty well small little things affects on it and I may not get to lend a hand but come on, at least..we try..isn't it. Even a little makes a difference. Gosh, you must be thinking, why the heck am I so stubborn or I just couldn't understand the situation or I'm a bit on the selfish side but on the other hand, I thought probably not meddling with it would be a better idea. Just move with the flow may be a better way because I keep the faith that everything will be fine and its not the end..There's always light at the end of the tunnel.

I hate it when I'm so far away because not even some comforting words I could give despite its just a phone call away, a text message away or maybe...a chatroom away. I dislike..the warning that was given to me..It just irritates me.

Weird to say, I just wake up with it every morning but since there's a fair I am busy with at the moment, I still can keep myself going pretty well..But for all you know, I'm just trap with thoughts and more thoughts..Like i said before, i hate the wee hours especially when I'm not in bed.

But one thing is for sure, I'm glad I've been told.