If I could have a smile like yours

I always like to clear things up fast, especially misunderstandings.

If it was my fault, I would apologize. I couldn't wait any longer, I'll keep thinking of it, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't continue doing anything, my mood changes there and then and I definitely feel very guilty. I couldn't stand this kind of situation. That's me.

Despite all of the above, I still have a question I've been longing to ask. Unfortunately, I couldn't bring out my courage to hear the answer - afraid it might not be what I want to hear. I just didn't have the confidence. But on the other hand, I'm curious. I want to know what lies beneath. Sadly, I'm not courageous enough. Instead, I'll just be patient. The answer should be somewhere in front.

Wouldn't it be good if I have a crystal ball in hand and I could see what's coming. Ahh, that would be so ideal. I'll lead an Alice in the wonderland life *dreaming*. I need not worry, nor will I always have to be few steps ahead. If it came to your senses and could be a lil' sensitive, I could lay back and relax because I don't want to be ahead of you all the time.